“I know what it is like to lose. To feel so desperately that you are right, but to fail nonetheless”. Is the very first line from him in the movie. He is set out to prove to the universe that his ideology was the right one to save it. He believed it so much that it became a religious pilgrimage for him. Religious people always try to sound sane but you and I know they never are. You ever sit there and watch debates between religious people and intellectual people?