There was once a time where a teenage me wanted to make video games. He was so enamored with video games that he exhausted books and videos about how games are made. But now, knowing how reality kicked me in face multiple times about how fucked the gaming industry is, it makes it all worse. Hell, teenage me would've been so depressed he'll have a hard time getting out of bed. At this point, it makes me wonder why do devs still wanna stay in that shithole of an industry. It doesn't look like its gonna improve at any time and it won't ever get better even after we're dead So yeah, I feel very biter about gaming industry and I feel bitter that my dreams are nothing more than fucking delusions. Anyone else feel that way?